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I think you’d like my new hair..

This song is beautiful and sad at the same time. There’s a healing yet yearning factor to it, which surprisingly calms me..

Single Girls – Laura Jansen.

I think you´d like my new hair
I cut it when you weren´t there
That pieces of us everywhere
Were falling down

My bed is now a girl´s bed
Pink flowers under my head
And pillows on your side instead
Of you

´Cause that´s what single girls do
Don´t think about you

I´m reading books on meditation
Praying for my heart´s salvation
I´ve got the motivation
To be a free girl now

I´ve gone drinking with the guy down the hall
Put up a new color on my bare walls
I´m so damn busy
After all

Cause that´s what single girls do
Don´t think about you

I keep trying
I keep trying
To make my way back to the light where I belong
But God keeps lying
God keeps lying
Saying this is for the best and nothing here is wrong

But I”m still thinking about you

I think you´d like my new hair
I cut it like I didn´t care
That pieces of me everywhere
Were falling down

One more glass of wine
Before I turn off the lights
This time I´ll be fine
I´ll be fine
I´ll be fine

Books and coffee.

… will be my bestfriends from now on.

Thanks to FYP =)

One of my evenings with Mama =)

I managed to spend some quality time with Mom today.

Went to meet up at with her at KLCC straight from Uni after a Saturday class (yes, a weekend class) – we dined, talked, laughed and snapped pics like girlfriends at Harrods and bought Fudeen’s 19th birthday gift at Ed Hardy while at it =)

Mama took this.

I took this.

Mama & I choosing shirts at Ed Hardy - awesome designs! =)

Happy 19th Birthday, Fudeen! =)

Another great day, indeed. Love you, Ma =)

xoxo.

Strike!

Yesterday I went bowling with Syaz and Hasan. Cute couple =)

We played 4 rounds of game.
My first total score was a loser-ish 54 while theirs were 96 and 94.

Seeing that I was hardly a competition, they taught me how to aim during the 2nd game…

After the final round, a few surprising strikes - I scored 124 and they settled with 101 and 96, respectively.

I won, baby! ;D

Oh, how they regretted teaching me that simple technique, ha ha ha... you’re both awesome company!

=)
xoxo.

Catching up =)

I managed to catch dinner with Sharifah today. She’s my bestfriend from way back when.. since we were 9 infact =)

Talked about love, life and everything in between. As per usual. You have kept me grounded for all these years, Sha.. I miss you.

Thanks for treating dinner at Zen, working girl *hugs* ..had a great time, love you, and we have to do it again! =)

Syawal goes to school =)

My youngest brother, Syawal, is now a grown up little boy… *hugs*

Today was his first day at school =)

Looking at all the excited young parents sending their kids to school for the first time got me wanting a kid of my own! So that I can send mine too, hehe.. Seriously. Can’t wait =)

I will miss you dearly.

I pray that you are in a better place right now, Busu… never thought you’ll leave us this soon =’(

I remember I promised you 10% of my first pay.. You joked that you’ll wait outside the bank to collect it =) The saying, “kita merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan” has never hit me this hard before..

Many family members came to your tahlil yesterday, many love you. The lauk we ordered from the caterers were some of your favourites – Ayam Masak Merah and Daging Kurma. You would have loved it. I love you (though I never outrightly said it, I hope you knew…), dearest grand uncle..

Al-fatihah.

Intan’s wedding.

A little overdue, but no less meaningful. On the 19th of December, a good friend, Intan Zaharah made it official with her soulmate, Ahmad. Congratulations, both of you! =)

Our wedding gift =)

Liana, myself, Aimi, her lil sis & Hany =)

The walk to the aisle.. made me tear up. It was so beautiful.

At the pelamin during doa.

one last shot with Nono & Marissa too.. and notice the cake-cutting ceremony going on at the back =)

Who’s next? =)

again.

So I’d do it all over again.
For you.

Because maybe, just maybe..

xoxo.